Non-sense

Alright, I am not to sure how long I will last blogging. I never have much to write...or maybe I just don't think anyone would want to read it. I'm 18 just finishing high school and enrolled in community college for next year I'm going to take recording arts,become a sound engineer. I've had to do a lot of thinking and growing up pretty fast in the past couple of months. It's made it hard for me to connect with people I find. I always feel slightly distant to them, like I can't feel what others feel in the moment. I find a connect more with animals than anything really. I know that sounds stupid to some but a few days ago I was at a pet store I was feeling uneasy (I have anxiety issues) There was a pen that had bunnies in it you could pet them. So this one bunny he wouldn't really sit in one place at the time but when I reached in to pet him he stayed there. It made me feel better it made me relax it's like he knew I needed that. I have a hard time emotionally connecting with someone. When I feel emotional I will most times just hide away and not let people in which is hard for the relationships I have with family friends and my partner. They are understanding though but there are days I know it's hard for them to communicate to me when my mind is just not interested in what they have to say. I will get better with this in time I hope. I wonder how many of my friends have blogs... I wish to not ask though. There is a dance tonight at the highschool... I am going with my partner it's like 10:30am..I have nothing to wear I am still in PJ's and look like hell haha. I should probably clean my cave as my mother refers to my room.I'll post either later today night or soon! cya guys!

Missing Screws,