It's been a while..

So I finished Musical and my co/op placement... now off into the real world to find a job. Ive been job hunting just have to keep hoping. I've been a little odd lately, I had a wonderful day a few days ago with my partner is amazing. I know I love her she's so perfect in my eyes. I've had a lot on my mind lately like I don't sleep much anymore and just UHG!!!! I'm scared of screwing up my relationship. I try really hard to keep myself undercontrol because Im scared of losing control and scaring her. I guess I just have to keep working on this. I've been playing alot of Sims 3 lately lol. It's wickedd...fuck i need a life. anyway off to eat lunch CYA!